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17 January 2021 @ 07:04 am
 

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dizzyspells on June 30th, 2005 06:38 pm (UTC)
Hey? Where'd you go?
I've been wanting to hook up and hang out with you for ages, why'd you take me off your friends list? I'm sort of sad, I was hoping we'd become better friends.
dizzyspells on June 30th, 2005 09:43 pm (UTC)
It's true that both A) I've never commented to you & B) I rarely make entries any longer
And I'm certain that I don't make many links any longer, but I've always enjoyed your comments and taken them very much to heart regarding my art, and I apologize for not reciprocating. I've had a very, very busy life in the past several months since we'd befriended one another, I'm always, always bogged down with some sort of Social Services issue or another regarding my rehabilitation, but I sincerely enjoyed reading your journal... I'm just bad at commenting "en général," and I can see how this has probably made you not feel very close to me or like I know much about you, but needless to say, whether you re-add me or not, it's been fun knowing you =)

P.S. I always try to remind myself to comment more, I guess even though a lot of people are on my friends list and all, I'm actually quite shy and so I've never been good at responding to people, I've also had severe trust issues in which people I've known have become real life acquaintances and hurt me badly; but on the converse, I've also met several people in the Bay Area and around that have turned out to be amazing people and great friends. Based on our repertoire, I've always admired you. Anyhow, I guess it's not up to me, so if this is goodbye, then I'll end by saying you're a great poet even though I've never before commented as much nor added your public journal. Meh, I really am just shier than I'd like to admit (and more agoraphobic, too). Anywho... now you know more about the real me than most folks do, so it was never anything against you.
(Anonymous) on July 1st, 2005 07:51 am (UTC)
Re: It's true that both A) I've never commented to you & B) I rarely make entries any longer
If you still read me, Ill add you back for sure.
I removed you because I thought since you hadn't updated or commented that you must be gone from lj world!
thanks for the kind words, they mean a lot!