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	Confession #87 (Anonymous) 2006-01-28 12:46 am UTC (link)
	i tripped a kid once in third grade while he was running past me. i don't know why i did it. i didn't know him. but he was running really fast and i stuck out my foot. he hit the black top HARD. And he bled and he cried. and i pretended i wasn't there. and he didn't see who did it. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: Confession #87 bruisedhips 2006-01-28 02:09 am UTC (link)
	Are you sorry that you did it now or is the memory such a part of you now that it would feel empty to erase it? If you are then with the power vested within me, You are hereby ABSOLVEDEDeD! (Reply to this) (Parent)(Thread)

Re: Confession #87 - (Anonymous), 2006-01-29 06:02 am UTC

	(Anonymous) 2006-01-28 12:53 am UTC (link)
	You are one of the top two regrets of my life. And by regret I mean in-action. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	bruisedhips 2006-01-28 02:11 am UTC (link)
	What is the other regret? (Reply to this) (Parent)

	I think you meant to say nosrialleon 2006-01-28 12:59 am UTC (link)
	"there hasn't been any drama or intrigue around here in quite some time; _I_ can fix THAT." hehe. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: I think you meant to say the_angelmoroni 2006-01-28 01:01 am UTC (link)
	you aint touch my baby daddy with your gut locker! bam a lam! (Reply to this) (Parent)

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	something alienhand 2006-01-28 01:20 am UTC (link)
	I can think of a couple things to say funnier than this, but damn... http://jesusrpg2.ytmnd.com/ (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: something bruisedhips 2006-01-28 02:12 am UTC (link)
	Thanks, I just spent an hour on that site. haha (Reply to this) (Parent)

	(Anonymous) 2006-01-28 01:29 am UTC (link)
	Sometimes I want to act out, dress up, and play someone else for a day, but I worry too much about what people will think. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	bruisedhips 2006-01-28 02:13 am UTC (link)
	I want to do that sometimes too and I used to. Now it's not that I'm afraid, just L A Z Y. Playing pretend is hard work, you're better off being you, whoever that might be! (Reply to this) (Parent)

	(Anonymous) 2006-01-28 01:46 am UTC (link)
	I had the worst week ever. I got blamed for things I couldn't have prevented at work. As a result, I snapped at people I shouldn't have. My junior high/after school special crush, who has no interest in me anyway, was one of the victims, thereby nailing the coffin on any remote chance I may have had. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	bruisedhips 2006-01-28 02:15 am UTC (link)
	I am really fuckin sorry to hear that. I do like that you have an after school special crush though, do you put your hands in eachothers back pockets? (Reply to this) (Parent)(Thread)

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(Anonymous)
2006-01-28 02:01 am UTC (link)

My ex-boyfriend was horrible in bed, but thought he was Casanova. He had this extra-long ballsac that would flop against my thighs with his thrusts. Early in our (bad) relationship I was fascinated by it, then distracted, then grossed out.

I would wonder during those floppy sex sessions how much bad sex a person had to have in order to have good sex, and if that were a true give/take thing, would it be possible with anyone praticed long enough, or just with a few people?

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	bruisedhips 2006-01-28 02:19 am UTC (link)
	God, Im so sorry about teh BALLS. I think that I've had my share of sex (cough cough) and MOST people are terrible in bed. TERRRIBLE! In my ehem experience, about 2% of all people are even capable of the kind of honesty intimacy that leads to great sex. Which is why virgins make good LUVAHS but terrible mates. (Reply to this) (Parent)(Thread)

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	(Anonymous) 2006-01-28 02:17 am UTC (link)
	I could use a lot less snark and shit-talking, and less narcissists and emotional cripples, but I get trolled into all those things just as easily as everyone else. I think our social scene is poisoned, and lately I wish I'd never met any of them. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	bruisedhips 2006-01-28 02:22 am UTC (link)
	I hope that I am not in your social scene then! Seriously, there is so much hatred and jealousy and just UGLY UGLY behavior by people that call themselves adults. I used to think this shit would end by 30. Jesus. (Reply to this) (Parent)(Thread)

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(Anonymous)
2006-01-28 02:24 am UTC (link)

I'm always surprised by the amount of people who willingly have unprotected sex with people they hardly know. Realistically I shouldn't be that surprised though, because I'm one of them. Even though I know I am doing something that is horribly dangerous and bad for me, I can't seem to stop myself. Once you've started down that path it's hard to find a reason to turn around.

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	bruisedhips 2006-01-28 04:15 am UTC (link)
	Ain't that the truth. It just slips in man, it just slips in. there's no turning back after the slip in, come on! (Reply to this) (Parent)

(Anonymous)
2006-01-28 02:39 am UTC (link)

I like most people I meet. I try to be friends to everyone. Maybe this is my own naivete and an overwhelming problem?? Still, it is an amazing concept to me that people will seemingly resent you for your openness and try to make you feel bad for being friendly and genuinely interested in them. I guess it comes down to "it" being their shit, but I still wish I could know them as people and friends, not defensive monsters.

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	bruisedhips 2006-01-28 04:18 am UTC (link)
	This is something I'm trying hard to do lately. I agree that people really do LOOK for a reason to hate a person, especially one that is very happy in their own life! (Reply to this) (Parent)

	(Anonymous) 2006-01-28 02:40 am UTC (link)
	I wish you would've posted more of the photos you took in the tub that day. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	procacious 2006-01-28 02:53 am UTC (link)
	who doesn't!? (Reply to this) (Parent)(Thread)

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	(Anonymous) 2006-01-28 02:54 am UTC (link)
	I get crushes way to easily. I have a tremendous crush on someone I will probably never see again. I get so carried away with them that I almost asked him what he was doing tonight. I am hoping this one will go away. I really really really wanted to ask him if I could jump him later tonight. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	bruisedhips 2006-01-28 04:20 am UTC (link)
	I used to get crushes on everyone to the point that it was a joke with all of my friends. I would have a cruch on the butcher, the baker and the fuckin candle stick maker all at once. Ya, I'm no good at practicing "containment" either. (Reply to this) (Parent)(Thread)

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	thedirtiestbird 2006-01-28 03:13 am UTC (link)
	I've started off the last two years by removing selfish friends from my life within the first 30 days of the year. I wonder if this is a subconscious new year's resolution or just coincidence. I also wonder if perhaps I'm needy and have way too high standards when it comes to friendships. In addition, I wonder if I'm just a shitty judge of character. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	bruisedhips 2006-01-28 04:21 am UTC (link)
	Ya, you did do that right on time for 06. I don't think you're a shitty judge of character, I think people are terrific at hiding who they really are. (Reply to this) (Parent)

(Anonymous)
2006-01-28 03:17 am UTC (link)

I bought a "neck massager" at Sharper Image yesterday. One of it's selling points is it's quiet motor. I suppose that's so no one will know you have a bad neck. There was a problem with it. It rattled so loudly, I couldn't relax. The thought that everyone, in my entire building, knew I was working on my neck, killed the moment. I of course walked it back into the store today, to find a 20 something year old boy behind the counter. I am now flushed with guilt. He knows about my bad neck. I see there is a woman near by, make eye contact with her, and explain the problem. As she is exchanging the item, I make sure to keep myself busy, acting as though I am engulfed by the movie being displayed on there flat screens. At one point it is time for me to re-approach the counter. I look over to see the 20 something year old toying with the item I have exchanged. He has turned it on and is pressing it's end into the palm of his hand.

Dear God. I never washed it.

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	(Anonymous) 2006-01-28 04:05 am UTC (link)
	i have secrets i can never, ever confess to another living soul. ever. i have learned to rationalize enormous guilt and remorse by telling myself that my life in its current state is payback for immeasurable sin. i wish i was everwhere but here, all the time. (Reply to this) (Parent)(Thread)

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(Anonymous)
2006-01-28 04:10 am UTC (link)

In the 3rd grade or thereabouts, I was friends with a kid who got made fun of on the bus every day because he was overweight. For about half the year, I sat with him and endured the torture that came along with it - hair getting pulled, spitballs getting thrown, etc. Then one day I decided I didn't want to suffer along with him, and I started making fun of him too. For the rest of the year, every day on the bus I made this kid's life a living hell.

I don't know which is worse: that I did it, or that I think confessing might somehow make it all better. Nobody likes to think of themselves as inherently bad, but I know deep down that I'm still capable of that kind of cruelty.

I might need Jesus after all.

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	bruisedhips 2006-01-28 04:26 am UTC (link)
	I don't think you need jesus, let's not get extreme here. ALL kids are capable of cruelty. You would be hard pressed to find someone who didn't have at least one shameful moment on the playground. Whether or not they admit it is another story! Find them on myspace and apologize? (Reply to this) (Parent)

	(Anonymous) 2006-01-28 04:21 am UTC (link)
	I like sluts. Honestly. I'd much rather be with a girl who was totally wrong for me, but willing to stick her finger up my ass than someone who was right for me and prudish. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	bruisedhips 2006-01-28 04:29 am UTC (link)
	You know, I can relate to this comment. When I was a spry single lady, I would go for the (wo)manhandlin' type every time over the nice guy. I think it was a subconscious defense mechanism because I was scared to death of commitment. Now I gots me a man who's both right for me and a total perv. Can I get a Hallelujah? (Reply to this) (Parent)(Thread)

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	(Anonymous) 2006-01-28 04:54 am UTC (link)
	I find myself attracted to the idea of some people a lot more than the people themselves... ya know? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	bruisedhips 2006-01-28 05:01 am UTC (link)
	Yes I do! We were watching Room with a View yesterday and I was thinking about how true it is that there are some people that you are drawn to the same way you are drawn to specific art or clothing. Like being around them draws out an aspect of your own personality that you like, or it's just such interesting work to observe them! (Reply to this) (Parent)

	serpah 2006-01-28 05:25 am UTC (link)
	I look to the mountains and wish I could walk away from responsibility for a day to ski. It's an awful feeling. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	bruisedhips 2006-01-28 02:29 pm UTC (link)
	I know that feeling well. Do you ever give in to the desire? Just call in sick and go ski? (Reply to this) (Parent)(Thread)

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	(Anonymous) 2006-01-28 07:17 am UTC (link)
	i'm scared that when the time comes, i won't be a good mother, and that i'll repeat my parents' mistakes. i'm also terribly insecure, and find it difficult to connect to people...there's always this pressure to keep up appearances and not seem boring. what is the secret to making friends, and keeping them? i do wonder. (Reply to this) (Thread)

bruisedhips
2006-01-28 02:34 pm UTC (link)

I don't think there's a woman alive that feels 100% confidant that she will be a perfect Mom (no such thing, I swear to you) and not repeat any of her mother's mistakes. You have nothing to worry about.
And hey, when the time comes you can think of me never having HELD a baby in my arms or changed a diaper, or even spent ten minutes alone with a child and my kid is still alive! and well even!!
I also wonder what the secret to making friends and keeping them is. I am a terrible friend. I hate the phone and rarely go out. BUT, I do love my friends. I have no idea if they just tolerate me or genuinely like me. I don't hang out often enough to figure it out.

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(Anonymous)
2006-01-28 11:40 am UTC (link)

As opposed to another anonymous person above, I have no secrets. Nothing in my life is so important or traumatic as to be hidden from everyone forever. I don't imagine I'm that important - Secrets are poison - Judgments come from weak people, and annoying, people.

However, I'm making plans to practically drop off the face of the planet in about six months time, and no one will know about it.

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	bruisedhips 2006-01-28 02:38 pm UTC (link)
	No secrets? None? You must be an interesting person to hang out with if you're willing to share everything! I don't like the idea of dropping off the face of the planet.A very dear friend of mine did that in 1997 and I still hurt over it. You have no idea how much it will affect the lives of the people you love, and it's unfair. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	(Anonymous) 2006-01-28 03:57 pm UTC (link)
	Being absent 2/3 of myself is one of the foundations of my Self. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	bruisedhips 2006-01-28 07:55 pm UTC (link)
	I don't get it. This is too abstract for my brain. Elaborate? (Reply to this) (Parent)(Thread)

(no subject) - (Anonymous), 2006-01-29 01:02 am UTC

You asked for the Anonymity!
(Anonymous)
2006-01-28 04:08 pm UTC (link)

Girlfriend 1. Used to invoke these fits of hallucinatory anxiety in me (which I have anyhow) to the point where every couple of times I'd see her, I'd end up running outside, staggering among the trees, throwing up. She'd follow me & try to clutch on to me. Romance!

Girlfriend 2. Is girlfriend Now, girlfriend 4. 4 Eva! (probably).

Girlfriend 3. Could have been the real deal but I was too messed up about girlfriend 2, & also girlfriend 3 had cheated on every single boy ever. She maintains that I was the difference, but at the time, I wasn't capable of taking that chance- it would have meant ruin for me. She was there for me some dark nights.

Girlfriend 4. Sure soothes, sure scours.

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	Re: You asked for the Anonymity! bruisedhips 2006-01-28 07:56 pm UTC (link)
	I like the last comment on g/f 2/4. This whole thing reminds me of my greatest fear, which was being a young girl and being SURE that my boyfriend must be in love with all of his ex-g/f's. (Reply to this) (Parent)(Thread)

(no subject) - (Anonymous), 2006-01-28 09:27 pm UTC

	(Anonymous) 2006-01-28 05:03 pm UTC (link)
	I know of someone who married an illegal alien from Turkey for money. Recently he joined the Army. I also know someone who is and FBI agent. I told the FBI agent. They're investigating. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	bruisedhips 2006-01-28 07:57 pm UTC (link)
	!!!! That's a scandal!! Please let me know how it turns out! (Reply to this) (Parent)

	(Anonymous) 2006-01-28 05:14 pm UTC (link)
	After not talking for over a year, my ex-boyfriend called me one day to ask if I have chlamydia. He lost his virginity to me, and after separating, he had only had sex with one other person (that being his wife today) and she tested positive for it. I told him no. I've never been tested. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	bruisedhips 2006-01-28 07:58 pm UTC (link)
	Well girl, it wouldn't have made a difference. They have the clap now, whether or not you gave it to them. She's probably a lying tramp anyway. :) (Reply to this) (Parent)

	(Anonymous) 2006-01-28 05:22 pm UTC (link)
	despite my grotesquely cynical nature, I feel that there are ghost who watch out for me and I have a strong inherent hope in all humanity. and though I know the hope is misplaced, I can't help but feel it on a micro level despite watching it fail on a macro level. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	bruisedhips 2006-01-28 08:00 pm UTC (link)
	I love that you have hope. SO few people have faith or hope on any level these days. Keep it up and you will be better off than the rest of us! (Reply to this) (Parent)

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